I just can not resist this feeling...the feeling of thinking of you.....I don’t understand myself why keep thinking about you...this is so wrong...so wrong....

I don’t have any right to think about you...I should convince myself that there is nothing between you and me....and actually..it is not.....you are just a tourist to me.....jump into my life for only a week...disturb my emotion....then gone....

Maybe in your heart, I am just a passing visitor to enliven your boring business trip life....

I don’t like this feeling....I don’t even like this me.....should not be in this way....should forget all about you......all the promise and words between you and me......and go back to my normal life..

You are far away in France now....and don’t know when you will come here agian...maybe few months later...maybe half an year later.....but...so what...what can I do when I see you agian....

There will be no story between us....

I SHOULD go back to my life.....................