recently a kind of fear crept into my mind,a great fear of love...in this way,i have to hate someone.he not only took my love away,but also stole my confidence to love.

to say the least,i can move away from the drop shadow,but some words from friends slacken up my steps.one said lovers are destined to broke,as no economic foundation,no superstructure.the other said she thought it impossible to maintain the relation until they get married.someone else didn’t want me to follow the old road to ruin,she told me not to take out my sincerity.oh,dear!isn’t the love without sincerity skimble-skamble?!

i was brave in love & full of confidence before...but all this have changed suddenly,even i can’t tell the reason.is it my growing up?or several relation aforetime? i’m just in the dark.

like many other ordinary girls,i have faith in eternity.if it does exist,who can show to me...