2005-12-15 00:48:26草原日記
Sorry again, I know I am a fool...(12月12日)
１２月１２日：今天其實不用上學，但要交Ryan的功課，而且還沒做完，其實都不是什麼原因，純粹只想回去環境lab.坐坐，那裡幾乎成為了我避難所。
十點半回到去，沒有想過的情況是，門鎖居然修好了，剛巧裡面沒有人，所以我沒得進去，唯有在樓梯口等等，又呆站了很久，今天天氣和上星期一樣那麼的冷…算了，上課室做做功課吧。
平常上Raymond堂的課室有Double A在討論功課，當他們知道今天不用上堂後便走了，我繼續邊做邊發呆，Savio回來了，等到十二時多便去吃中午，今天總算說出了話，因為那白痴waiter唔串佢唔得！點做野？
Carmen，我認識了妳第四年了，但今次我真的對妳這位大學朋友很失望，或者是我對妳這位朋友的祈望太高了吧…雖然由第一年我也已大概清楚妳不太會理會其他人的感受，或者妳也是無意，但也該為人想想吧…
功課還有兩題不會做，便齊齊上去問壞人怎做，結果是有一題不用做了，另一題講解得很清淅，之後便下去土木電腦室，寫完那題叫他們幫我交我便走了，再去多次環境lab.，終於有人了，Derek剛回來，我入去post了上星期一的日記，不知妳會否看到，又或者妳會肯看嗎？
三點九走了，我想回校，她就算避，我也不能避。
下完那二百多級樓梯後，想起要拿達標工程的證書，便去行政樓，終於拿回了，走落山的時候才發覺沒零錢坐巴士，又要跑上山找全澳大唯一可唱錢的售賣機了，準備再下去時碰到高同學，被他捉住談了很久，唉！下次才找我說吧，我要回校呢！之後便坐三十路回去了。
After I arrived to school, of course I very nervous, I saw you standing at music room immediately. I still said “hi” to you. Might be you were talking with Kang. So…nvm.
When I was teaching my two apprentices, you came to me and said that I didn’t need go to school this Thursday. I said my friend would take me to Taipa with motorcycle.
I think I must make you angry. Sorry, I don’t know why you don’t let me go to school on Thursday that moment.
Then, you left the room and stood outside.
I tried to keep on smile to teach them, but it really unbearable. I really want to cry!
People very easy to know what I am thinking because when some emotion leading or controlling my mind, it must display on my face…
After my apprentices left, I left too. At the backdoor, I saw you and Moon again. I waved to you. But I couldn’t see clearly whether you replied to me too.
When I wanted to know what time, I saw five o’clock something. And I remember last week this time. I’ve done a serious wrong thing. I hope I can correct my fault, which makes me so regret…
Then I went back to home. I sit in my study room. And suddenly felt so tired. So I went to sleep.
睡到八時被洪班長的電話叫醒，他問我樣辦入台證，我也很熟地告訴他，因我昨天早上才發了個再到台灣的夢，恐怖的是幫我辦的是我在政壇上排第二的討厭人物呂秀蓮幫我辦，難怪到我醒了仍未辦好！
After finished dinner, I started to type me diary. And play MSN with Moon. She explained to me about why I don’t need to go to school this Thursday. After her explanation, I know the reason now. And I also know I was really stupid and not a flexible person!
I know why I made you angry. I want to say sorry to you again.
看了會足球重播，沒有任何感覺。到了十二時多媽叫我出去提款，慢慢的走出街，在街中漫步，可以靜靜地想東西…
回家後我便開始打今天的日記了。一時多便打完off了，洗完衣服，原本掠好後便睡的，我又無聊地坐著看電視，兩點半才去刷牙睡覺，又開始想今天的事了…
十點半回到去，沒有想過的情況是，門鎖居然修好了，剛巧裡面沒有人，所以我沒得進去，唯有在樓梯口等等，又呆站了很久，今天天氣和上星期一樣那麼的冷…算了，上課室做做功課吧。
平常上Raymond堂的課室有Double A在討論功課，當他們知道今天不用上堂後便走了，我繼續邊做邊發呆，Savio回來了，等到十二時多便去吃中午，今天總算說出了話，因為那白痴waiter唔串佢唔得！點做野？
Carmen，我認識了妳第四年了，但今次我真的對妳這位大學朋友很失望，或者是我對妳這位朋友的祈望太高了吧…雖然由第一年我也已大概清楚妳不太會理會其他人的感受，或者妳也是無意，但也該為人想想吧…
功課還有兩題不會做，便齊齊上去問壞人怎做，結果是有一題不用做了，另一題講解得很清淅，之後便下去土木電腦室，寫完那題叫他們幫我交我便走了，再去多次環境lab.，終於有人了，Derek剛回來，我入去post了上星期一的日記，不知妳會否看到，又或者妳會肯看嗎？
三點九走了，我想回校，她就算避，我也不能避。
下完那二百多級樓梯後，想起要拿達標工程的證書，便去行政樓，終於拿回了，走落山的時候才發覺沒零錢坐巴士，又要跑上山找全澳大唯一可唱錢的售賣機了，準備再下去時碰到高同學，被他捉住談了很久，唉！下次才找我說吧，我要回校呢！之後便坐三十路回去了。
After I arrived to school, of course I very nervous, I saw you standing at music room immediately. I still said “hi” to you. Might be you were talking with Kang. So…nvm.
When I was teaching my two apprentices, you came to me and said that I didn’t need go to school this Thursday. I said my friend would take me to Taipa with motorcycle.
I think I must make you angry. Sorry, I don’t know why you don’t let me go to school on Thursday that moment.
Then, you left the room and stood outside.
I tried to keep on smile to teach them, but it really unbearable. I really want to cry!
People very easy to know what I am thinking because when some emotion leading or controlling my mind, it must display on my face…
After my apprentices left, I left too. At the backdoor, I saw you and Moon again. I waved to you. But I couldn’t see clearly whether you replied to me too.
When I wanted to know what time, I saw five o’clock something. And I remember last week this time. I’ve done a serious wrong thing. I hope I can correct my fault, which makes me so regret…
Then I went back to home. I sit in my study room. And suddenly felt so tired. So I went to sleep.
睡到八時被洪班長的電話叫醒，他問我樣辦入台證，我也很熟地告訴他，因我昨天早上才發了個再到台灣的夢，恐怖的是幫我辦的是我在政壇上排第二的討厭人物呂秀蓮幫我辦，難怪到我醒了仍未辦好！
After finished dinner, I started to type me diary. And play MSN with Moon. She explained to me about why I don’t need to go to school this Thursday. After her explanation, I know the reason now. And I also know I was really stupid and not a flexible person!
I know why I made you angry. I want to say sorry to you again.
看了會足球重播，沒有任何感覺。到了十二時多媽叫我出去提款，慢慢的走出街，在街中漫步，可以靜靜地想東西…
回家後我便開始打今天的日記了。一時多便打完off了，洗完衣服，原本掠好後便睡的，我又無聊地坐著看電視，兩點半才去刷牙睡覺，又開始想今天的事了…