There were so many things passed through my life so far.Many
kinds of experiences which are regardless of friends,family
or love happened and kept a memory in my heart deeply.When
I stay in the room by myself,listening to the music,I always
think about something which may are weird to another people
and cherish the memory passed.This is the best way to me to
spend my leisure time.By the way,to think of my future is also
the best way to do.
Sometimes,you will think of the passed memories which happened
when you were young suddently,won’t you?If that is a sad story,
maybe that still makes me burst into tears,especially with
the ballad.That’s why I am a perceptual and sensitive person..
Sometimes,I dream to be a powerful woman who is independent enough
to make a living without love.Actually,maybe that is not a good
dream to me cause my mother told me about my thoughts before.One
day,I asked a question to my mother "If there is a pawn shop where
you can exchange everything in order to get success,what will you
exchange(even exchange your organ,emotion or intelligence)?????
My answer is to exchange my emotion of love.haha~~~~~I had boyfriend
when I was in middle hogh school already.Love is not essential
to me honestly,but I feel lonely and sad sometimes that let
me want a boyfriend to accompany with me.I am selfish and am not
a good lover.God!!!!Exchanging the love maybe just the kidding
at that moment!!!Who can come to teach me how to love??
Anyway,all of the thoughts above are just my mind...don’t
think of that seriously....