30.10.2005

U know what

I used to think

Wht wud I becum if you ve never walked in and out of my life

Wud my feelings get so messed up and fucked up if i never knew wht heart-broken is

Wud Joy ever becum such a stranger to me after then

There it is, the darkest corner laid this weakest vampire

overcoming the fear of seeing the daylight

trying hard to act on a new life

yet all fleeting relationships r just masking a loneliness that is buried deep inside

Fishing in emptiness every nite

Worn and torn

Slipping and sliding thru daggers

Between edges and over cliffs

soon enuf to realize pain is the only remains fr someone who once existed as its whole world

Fr that moment onwards

it learnt to wander thru the abandoned land carrying no memories inside its head

Thoughts are tangled

But it wud grow a relieving smile on its face

at times recalling how its life had gone complete having its most loved crossed its path

maybe everything will jus turn naive if one believes love is dead

there exists miracles if u choose to believe

and however hopeless it has been

i still choose to believe coz that ll make me feel alive