Alone all the time, no matter where i go, what i eat, what i buy

that still feel alone to me, miss my family so much.

maybe that is the time to look for bf but that is not a easy thing.

At first, i planned to stay in sg for all of my life.

there are some reason, i cant leave my parents along again.

 i always show happy in fornt everyone, not that mean i m happy all the time.

sometimes, i just pretend im fine.