hiya,我今日第一日開新聞台a...
因為呢幾日我發生左好多事a,而且DR話我一氧化碳吸入過多,可能隨時係高壓氧期間又會唔記得野wo,so我就要日日write down記得既野la!
Today我好似過左幾個世紀咁a,我一起身見到身邊好多人,but我全部都冇咩印象a,好陌生!而且仲唔知點解會in hospital,DR話我暫時失憶wo,睇返自己部電話知道一個自己叫老公既人<有一種好熟悉既feel>,but我打比佢,佢唔理我a!之後back到"home"睇返自己write down既事大概明了,我really唔記得自己做過咩,但睇相我同佢之前應該好幸福,anyway la,我仲知道自己好love佢,因為我今次wake up係佢叫我唔好sleep係佢係我身邊cry,雖然hospital話佢冇visit過我,但我知佢心have been come...Love really好微妙ga,我應該而家係同佢一齊生活ga,但恩bring me back to我屋企居然要叫人開鎖,佢話我冇bring key wo,but really key inside la,好奇怪why my home我一件33同shoe都冇,恩話我同老公break up佢拎走晒wo!唔知why我今日既人生好似dream緊咁,好唔正常!我要日日back hospital高壓倉a,唔知點解個人好冇安全感,好似個個都唔識咁,唯1記得既老公又已經break up...
岩岩又有想自殺既念頭,因為我好似walk in左一個唔係我既世界,唔知點解會咩人都唔識,恩teach me online,我好似去到where都發現到我同老公既野咁,恩話我以前好like click in friendster,入面又係我同老公~其實why我地分手le???而家既我really好afriad this world...