how long has it been
since last time I got your letter?
how long has it been
since last time my ears got sound waves from you
how long has it been
since last time my brain showed your smiling face

My brain is fill with suspiction
my heart is fighting so hard with it too
but I still don't want to give up
because of that litte hope
the hope that you will save me from it

I know that if you just give me either
one finger;
say one word;
write one sentence;
or show me one expression
then I'll be free

So I'm waiting here quietly
trying to hide my feelings and weakness
to save my pride...
wishing you will notice that
I'm losing my soul in the swamp of disappointment