I see my reflection
Crying in the mirror
Although there's no feeling of tear
Rolling down my face

It's like an utter pain
Seen as in a hallucination
No exterior marks
Despite those hurting ones inside

Disguised everyday
Numbed by lies
Obscured
But still there

I search my laid-back, carefree mind
Looking back in time
Nothing I find
Still my heart cries out

~~Fiddler 01/06/2003