Emotionally unstable today. Someone make me feel angry & disgusting~
Feeling of an empty inside myself, find it very confusing with everything......
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English slip out of my tongue, it's uncontrollable! It isn't my fault and I DON'T think it's a "FAULT". You have to understand that I was being educated in English for SEVEN years. and I've studied Biology in English for FOUR years. There's no doubt that I would use some English when I'm speaking and call the English biological term instead of the Chinese one! Speaking some English dosen't mean that I want to show off~ You studied Biology in Chinese before. So, neither you can change into the English version nor I can change into the Chinese version immediately. By the way, my English isn't really good. I only got a poor "D" in the AL Exam. Thus, there is NOTHING I can "show off". However, I really don't want my English commanding power getting weaker and weaker. Eventhough I won't have the chance to advanced my English ability, hopefully it can be kept at a satisfactory level.
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Speaking/ acting like the others dosen't show that you are "funny" but you don't have your own character. When you saw something appears for the first time, you might find it interesting. But when the same thing appeared repeatedly, you will definitely find it boring and probabily, you don't know how to laugh in it.
I like to laugh. I also laugh about stupid thing, but not for "hundreds of time".
I'm frank. I know that I often verbally hurt the others accidentally. I admit that I am not considerate enough. However, I don't mean to do so. I want to change it as I know it's not good for me and people around me.
I like to make friends with the frank people. But you have to understand that, "mean to say something to hurt the others" dosen't shows that you are "frank"... It shows that you are inconsiderate.
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Really can't accept that people do their work roughly. If you don't treat your work seriously, then don't push me to do it with you "argently". Once you act so serious and concern on your work, I would expect that you want to do it well. Either I refuse to do the work or I will do it with my best, try to make it "perfect".
Again, spending some time to tidy the sentence is not a big deal but is NECESSARY. It's an "assignment". It counts marks.
Adding the missing words and crossing the extra words with "a pen" are not the appropriate "correction". You have to make the amendment with COMPUTER and PRINT it out.
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How come you can have such horrible manner!?! How can you suddenly yell at the others when you are having bad temper!?! Don't you know what is "repect the others"!?! You make me feel absolutely angry and disgusting.
I also emotionally unstable within these few days, but I won't yell at you or release all my dissatisfaction at you.
You see my point?
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Frustrated......
There are piles of notes to finish.
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