C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 10:45:36): hi
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 10:45:43): did you see my homework
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 10:45:47): i did it
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 10:45:49): haha
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 10:46:19): r u busy now?
Scott (2005/11/11 上午 10:46:38): no, why?
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 10:46:54): i gave it to my home teacher
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 10:46:57): i mean
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 10:47:03): the pretty teacher
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 10:47:17): i won’t go to school for a week
Scott (2005/11/11 上午 10:47:26): Yes, I saw your homework. Who is your homeroom teacher?


C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 10:47:28): from yesterday to next wednesday
Scott (2005/11/11 上午 10:47:39): Why won’t you go to school?
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 10:47:56): because i was out of control
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 10:48:08): i screamed to the girl i loved
Scott (2005/11/11 上午 10:48:09): Without a picture, I don’t know which class you are in, please help.
Scott (2005/11/11 上午 10:48:18): Oh, is this Nesma.
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 10:48:19): s203
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 10:48:23): yes
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 10:48:25): hi~
Scott (2005/11/11 上午 10:48:37): I get confused when I see your yahoo as Tina.
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 10:48:49): my name was tina
Scott (2005/11/11 上午 10:48:51): What did you do?
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 10:48:51): yeah
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 10:48:59): i shouted at her
Scott (2005/11/11 上午 10:49:02): why?
Scott (2005/11/11 上午 10:49:11): and who saw?
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 10:49:20): i did’t know the woman in green clothes was behind me
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 10:49:32): everyone saw i guess
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 10:49:36): why?
Scott (2005/11/11 上午 10:49:42): The military officer?
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 10:49:46): because i saw her
Scott (2005/11/11 上午 10:49:49): Why did you scream at her.
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 10:50:00): she was touching the other girl’s face
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 10:50:07): i was really angry
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 10:50:13): i can’t stand it
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 10:50:20): so i shouted at her
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 10:50:27): and she was afraid
Scott (2005/11/11 上午 10:50:33): You need to try to control your emotions when in those situations.
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 10:51:13): the girl she touched told The military officer that i wanted to kill her then kill myself
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 10:51:28): yeah i said that before but i didn’t do so
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 10:51:34): but ..
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 10:51:38): i don’t know
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 10:51:48): maybe everyone was afraid
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 10:52:00): i become a dangerous girl
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 10:52:02): so
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 10:52:14): the school ask me to quit
Scott (2005/11/11 上午 10:52:19): look, I think that you need to think about why you get so angry when this girl is talking to or becoming close friends with other girls.
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 10:52:25): i am thinking about that
Scott (2005/11/11 上午 10:52:35): the school asked you to quit, what do you mean?
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 10:53:00): about why you get so angry when this girl is talking to or becoming close friends with other girls? because i love her too much

C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 10:53:05): i mean
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 10:53:17): school don’t want me
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 10:53:24): this dangerous student
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 10:53:28): so
Scott (2005/11/11 上午 10:53:31): the question is, does she love you the same way.
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 10:53:31): i’m leaving
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 10:53:39): she did love me
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 10:53:43): but now
Scott (2005/11/11 上午 10:53:48): but she doesn’t now, right?
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 10:53:52): she loves her
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 10:53:55): not me
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 10:53:59): not me...
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 10:54:01): ><
Scott (2005/11/11 上午 10:54:31): Ok, sometimes, we have to accept that people have moved on, and we must move on ourselves. It is difficult, but in the end it will be better for everybody.
Scott (2005/11/11 上午 10:54:49): now, how can the school ask you to leave. You shouldn’t leave. Try to stay.
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 10:56:11): yeah my psychology said that he will call the teachers at school
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 10:56:26): he said the school should give me a chance
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 10:56:44): school says that they have given me lots of chance
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 10:56:50): i don’t know
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 10:56:56): maybe i should leave
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 10:57:13): and this thing only Angela knows
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 10:57:20): Sherry doesn’t know
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 10:57:34): I won’t tell her even if i am leaving
Scott (2005/11/11 上午 10:57:36): I think so too. But you have to control your emotions. Try to move on. This girl that you love is not the last one you will fall in love with. If you leave you are running away and not facing reality. You should suck it up and move on and finish school at TK.
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 10:57:58): i wish i could
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 10:58:25): i can’t concentrate on what the teacher is teaching

C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 10:58:50): i can’t remember what i just said ten seconds before now
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 10:58:59): i’m losing my memory
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 10:59:20): i took medecine to control myself
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 10:59:30): i wish that i don’t need it
Scott (2005/11/11 上午 10:59:46): Come on Nesma, you can do this. I will be disappointed if you leave. I think that you work hard and if you just talk to people about your emotions, you will be fine.
Scott (2005/11/11 上午 10:59:53): what kind of medicine?
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 11:00:31): tranquilizer
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 11:00:34): i guess so
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 11:01:16): i have melancholia
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 11:01:32): all because that i love her too much
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 11:01:39): i don’t want to leaveTK
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 11:01:43): I love TK
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 11:02:00): BUT THE situation seems that i have to leave
Scott (2005/11/11 上午 11:02:17): You need to tell the school, your parents and your teachers that. If you don’t speak up you will never have control of your life.
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 11:02:39): my parents want to pull me out of the school where she is
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 11:02:42): too late
Scott (2005/11/11 上午 11:02:48): I think you should be aloud to have a second chance. I can talk to the principal and your homeroom teacher about this.
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 11:02:50): i already tell them
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 11:02:53): they said
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 11:03:06): i can only finish this semester
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 11:03:19): only this semester to january
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 11:03:37): after winter vacation i’ll leave
Scott (2005/11/11 上午 11:03:45): Tell your parents that you can do this. Tell them that if you finish this semester with decent grades and good behavior, they should let you say.
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 11:04:10): i’m afraid that i can’t control myself
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 11:04:36): everything is fine unless i saw her playing with other girls happily
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 11:04:44): i can’t stand that
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 11:05:14): she told me she has something that she wants to do then she’ll come back
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 11:05:17): but
Scott (2005/11/11 上午 11:05:24): you must learn to control that. If you don’t you will have relationship problems all your life. Jealousy is a really bad thing.

C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 11:05:32): i can’t see she still love me
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 11:05:47): i can only see she falls in love with others
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 11:06:22): i know that Jealousy is not a good thing
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 11:06:25): but...
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 11:06:36): so where are u now?
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 11:06:40): at school??
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 11:06:57): don’t tell Sherry that i’m leaving for sure
Scott (2005/11/11 上午 11:07:56): I am at home. You should try. You have friends talk to them. When you feel yourself getting angry, think of something else or go somewhere by yourself and think about it.
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 11:08:27): i can’t go out without someone’s company
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 11:09:10): my mom is afraid that i would kill myself someday because she’ll take me out of TK
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 11:09:21): she knows that i like TK
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 11:09:41): she knows that i don’t wanna leave her,Esther,the girl i love
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 11:09:45): but
Scott (2005/11/11 上午 11:09:58): Do you think you would do something that stupid?

C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 11:10:10): what if she falls in love with other girls
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 11:10:19): i would kill the girl
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 11:11:10): she’s mine
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 11:11:19): she said she would marry me
Scott (2005/11/11 上午 11:12:29): oh, don’t say that, really. I am positive that you will fall in love again in the future. In fact, I am positive.
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 11:13:01): no
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 11:13:06): i won’t
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 11:13:09): i promise
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 11:13:12): really
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 11:13:17): i really love her
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 11:13:32): i gave her much more than you can imagine
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 11:13:42): i gave her a cell phone
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 11:14:03): and because of it i was almost in jell
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 11:14:27): the bill was more than 50000
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 11:14:33): it was a .lot
Scott (2005/11/11 上午 11:14:45): I don’t know how to explain, and I am sure you won’t believe me, but I am sure this is only the first of many loves.
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 11:15:05): it’s not the first
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 11:15:13): but it would be my last
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 11:15:39): you’ll never know how improtant she is in my heart
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 11:16:00): i argued with sherry and angela before
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 11:16:14): they want me stop thinking of esther
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 11:16:53): i said they should provide me from seeing her regularlly
C.J. (2005/11/11 上午 11: