......whatever, you have your ideas, and I can’t interfere with you. I know that what’s difference between us, and that can’t be change......Because you are not me, I realized in the early days. I know I am not the good listener to you, and you need a person that can be like a cat plays with you. And maybe......sometimes I am like a child in front of the others......All these changes you said I have perceived, and I know these changes should be. You said you are in the edge of the world, and do you know I also look for where I am and where I should go. Even graduating from high school for almost one year, I still didn’t come in the new stage of university. I don’t know how to face the new relationship of you, my new classmates and friends, especially closer friends like you. Frankly speaking, I still can’t jump out of the memory about them, my past six year friends; even though I know I maybe lose them increasingly. I don’t know how to handle these problems. Should I look through these just to do my self? The reason just is I am tired of using my mind to solve these problems? No......at least, now I don’t lock myself away from this world......I still try to come to a balance between be a person in the group and true myself. Maybe you think I’m self-willed, but forgive me......just like what I have written in the last note” forgive me......” Thanks that you let me know these......trues?!(笑..) I will change my mind forward you, as possible as I can, because I don’t abandon this world and......me.

After some days,I still chose to give up.

”你從來不坦白”
”Impossible”

We can’t come back......



在有些時候,會習慣性的想用英文來表達一些事情,或許是因為......以一個不熟悉的語言寫出來的東西只會被機械式的翻譯,看不出原來中文的輕冷......