From the moment I sent the email out,
I knew its the time for us to say goodbye.

Im sorry that I was too afraid to invlove in any relationships,
or, i should say that I am too afraid to face any risk of hazards.

I dont know if I still have the courage or ability to pull myself out of any deep& dark holes of sentimental, especially in the oversea....the lonely feeling is over 10 times more than I were in Taipei alone......

I am sorry if the decision hurt you.....
I really cant live in this kind of situation........
I have to find myself back......
I have to go back to the path I should go through...
I have to keep the promise I mad in front of God....
I have to fulfill all the tasks I faced rather than deep in the hole.......

Sorry...I am really sorry.........