I found out that I cant stop thinking about you....
How can I do with that?
The distance between age, height, culture, language stopped me....
everything between us are just like the wide ocean, stopping us to walk closer....
It just likes a mission impossible....

We are close sometimes, but far away in the other time.
I cant ask what's in your mind....
I cant discuss any relationship issue with you....
I cant do anything to push our friendship to move forward......
Maybe I should say I am afraid of doing anything.............................
If so...please send someone to tell me what can I do ?????????

Maybe....
I better stop my steps....
stop thinking about you....
stop talking to you...
stop sending any message to you....
stop taking the same train with you....
stop anything private between us.....
Let us just focus on our discussion.....
Will that be much more easier for us????

But....
How come I feel painful while I made the decision.....
I know I lost my smile since I tried to stop myself......
Everyday,
I have to remind myself to smile....
I have to remind myself to keep the distance between us...
I have to remind myself to stop concerning about you.......
It is really too hard for me.....too hard....
I really don't know how to handle it....

Please give me some wisdom to overcome it....
Please give me some wisdom to act as what I suppose to do.....
Please...................