A very very best friend of mine, said something that moved me hard.
By little, is about what he said; it is about how he understands me even I haven't walked much about my matter; it is a true heart meeting another devoted one.

I am such a low self-esteem asshole, wishing to devote myself to everyone but with a bad face. I fortified myself at a great extend.

But I, not sure why, just leave defensiveness to him.

而同時想跟對我不能防備的她，說聲她不想聽、不再聽的一句：「我愛妳。」