落空的心
因為對於卡拉ok的場所不太熟,就叫了另一位同學做搞手去張羅.她訂了Le Club,還說知道我們的女主角喜歡紫色,喜歡蝴蝶,好不容易才托人拿了一間以Anna Sui為主題的房間,事前又廣發短訊通知一群老同學.
最後,我們期待相聚的老同學並沒有出現,也沒有來電話.同學也由最初的擔心,不知道是不是搭的航班有事或飛機延遲了,到後來的有一點生氣,因為竟然可以連一個電話,一個交待都沒有.負責訂房的同學說了一句:"結了婚的人不是應該更有交待的嗎?"
有些同學答應了來,知道主角不在也沒出現;有些則說主角出現再致電她,到時再出現.昨晚那個場面變得好難堪,寥寥的幾個人.兩個明天上早班,三個還是剛下班,這算甚麼?
I am the one who is unresponsible person. eveyone had done many things to give me a surprise...in return to them is disappointment. and regarding to this misunderstanding, i knew it two days ago which is on April 04, 08, I called Bonnie on that date, and she told me everything, i feel so so depressed... not because she gets angry with me... the point is i missed out everything that my best fds prepared for me. maybe many question marks in u guys mind why i didn`t appear on that date Jan 07, 08.... (The following explain, you may treat it as an excuse...but at lease everyone of you would know what`s happening in behind)
before i came back to HK, I talked with Bonnie over the phone several times, and i told her that i would come back to Macau for dating with all of my fds... also i did send her email on Jan 02 2008 (on that date i was in Melbourne) to tell her that I would come back to Macau on Jan 07 2008 to have dinner with my dad, and i would leave Macau on Jan 08 2008, because i needed to get ready for my marriage ceremony. however, i stated that i would call her out after dinner.. on the other hand... I told her that Sandy Ho told me Siwing would come back to Macau at the end of January, so at that time, I wonder if I should date everyone in between Feb 2 and Feb 10 , because i would like to wait until siwing`s come back....
now, that`s my fault, because on Jan 07, 2008 I didn`t go to Macau because I didn`t bring my I.D card with me when I arrived HK-Macau custom. i thought i only missed out a chance to have dinner with my dad on that date... but i really really didn`t know that everyone of my fds have done so much thing to me on that date....
anyway.... until April 01 2008, i know there is a misunderstanding ...but.. what i can do? I can do nothing except an "apology", is too late...
Bonnie- sorries, I know you would like to give me a surprise... but in return, I gave u disappointment... sorry about that
sharon- sorries, i am so sorries, I know you made a great job for me to find a such pretty room
ivy- sorries... i know that u bought me a present as wedding gift (i think), i wasted ur money, wasted ur time... so so sorry
Minnie, Fai wong, 人渣 (dunno how to spell) sorries for wasting u guys time and gave a so disappointed memory.
I have missed out many things in this trip, i don`t wanna miss out my fds... please...
對呀~~仿佛她回來是一個傳言而已..
everything is ok right now~