Last night I lost sleep. Maybe it's because I've joined two wedding ceremonies in this weekend, and suddenly too much feeling comes out and disturbs my mind.

I think this time I really understand why some sisters said when you attend many wedding ceremonies or enjoy the romantic events, you would start to think many things you never think in normal times, especially when you are still single.

However, who is the one have the power to control (maybe the word "control" is not suitable so let's change it to be "keep") our life? Ourselves? Our mate?

"Don't think too much" is the best advice for me. What “ke le fe” thinks is not important for a story.  

Finally thank you my friend D because when everyone falls asleep he still listens to my moaning, when here is the night, the place he stays is still bright, ha ha...

2008/12/29