Finally I came back to see what exact happened and how worse it is.
Finally I realize that nothing I can help but crying with them.
Finally I will depart again and away from them.
Finally I know this is life itself and happen everywhere everyday.
Finally I have to force myslef to believe that things will be fine.
Finally I understand something.

Finally I found that I love them.
Finally I am fragile somehow.
Finally I am just me myself.