【10/07/08】【Frozeny】

好冷好冷的天氣，連空氣都好像快要結冰了一樣。

好寂寞好寂寞的城市，連葉子都好像快要待不下去了一樣。

好孤單好孤單的行人，連匆忙都好像快要受不了了一樣。

而我，走在那路上。

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《BJ單身日記》裡提到，每個男人都有一種病，叫做【提及炎】，症狀大概是當這個男人〈尤其是妳的男朋友〉，總是不斷提到某位異性的時候，通常都不是什麼好事情，之類什麼鬼的。



PS：我個人對於【提及炎】並沒有什麼意見。



只是就我個人的經驗來看，沒有【提及炎】的傢伙更讓人不放心；因為最後連怎麼死的都不知道。

以上的這段話沒有要針對任何人的意思，只是很單純地，從我的經驗裡面分析罷了。

應該算的上是客觀吧？！



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也許是因為天氣冷吧？！
最近特別喜歡CHEESE、奶油味重的食物。
再加上前段時間飲食不正常，
難得出現了往橫向發展的短暫現象。

不是什麼值得開心或者是難過的事情。



只是很單純地，



想紀錄一下最近的自己罷了。

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前幾天，在電話裡，媽媽哭了。



於是我又開始檢視自己。

今年滿二十六歲，上週去體檢時確定了一米七五的身高，體重有牛市〈Bull Market〉的趨勢，銀行存款剩下一十五塊又六十分〈屬於我的財產〉，單身。

簡單地說，大概是一事無成。



我不知道怎麼去定義一個叫做責任的東西，
只知道我之前當掉很多科浪費了太多錢。

也不清楚怎麼去定義一種叫做愛情的東西，
只知道我晃到現在連個女朋友都找不到。



看著身邊的學長同學學弟一個一個慢慢穩定，
我開始理解自己一直欠缺的東西。

所謂的安全感，
很大部分是建築在物質的需求上。

如果一天到晚都要為了金錢煩惱，
那麼愛情就會變成扭不過大腿的胳膊。

那些個所謂的永遠，
真的能夠撐過今天嗎？

如果是以前的我，
『麵包怎麼可以拿來跟愛情相提並論？』

但是我現在懂了，
『愛情需要麵包，就跟花草需要灌溉一樣；
沒有麵包吃的愛情，早晚會枯萎。』

沒有誰一定需要誰，
也沒有誰沒有誰就活不下去，
這些個什麼鬼的。

地球還是在轉。
飯還是在吃。
覺還是在睡。

有差別的只是，心裡缺了一塊。



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《Cry me a river》

You were my sun
You were my earth
But you didn’t know all the ways I loved you, no
So you took a chance
And made other plans
But I bet you didn’t think that they would come crashing down, no

You don’t have to say, what you did,
I already know, I found out from him
Now there’s just no chance, for you and me, there’ll never be
And don’t it make you sad about it

You told me you loved me
Why did you leave me, all alone
Now you tell me you need me
When you call me, on the phone
Girl I refuse, you must have me confused
With some other guy
Your bridges were burned, and now it’s your turn
To cry, cry me a river
Cry me a river-er
Cry me a river
Cry me a river-er, yea yea

I know that they say
That somethings are better left unsaid
It wasn’t like you only talked to him and you know it
(Don’t act like you don’t know it)
All of these things people told me
Keep messing with my head
(Messing with my head)
You should’ve picked honesty
Then you may not have blown it
(Yea..)

You don’t have to say, what you did,
(Don’t have to say, what you did)
I already know, I found out from him
(I already know, uh)
Now there’s just no chance, for you and me, there’ll never be
(No chance, you and me)
And don’t it make you sad about it

You told me you loved me
Why did you leave me, all alone
(All alone)
Now you tell me you need me
When you call me, on the phone
(When you call me on the phone)
Girl I refuse, you must have me confused
With some other guy
(I’m not like them baby)
Your bridges were burned, and now it’s your turn
(It’s your turn)
To cry, cry me a river
(Go on and just)
Cry me a river-er
(Go on and just)
Cry me a river
(Baby go on and just)
Cry me a river-er, yea yea

Oh
(Oh)
The damage is done
So I guess I be leaving
Oh
(Oh)
The damage is done
So I guess I be leaving
Oh
(Oh)
The damage is done
So I guess I be leaving
Oh
(Oh)
The damage is done
So I guess I be... leaving

You don’t have to say, what you did,
(Don’t have to say, what you did)
I already know, I found out from him
(I already know, uh)
Now there’s just no chance, for you and me, there’ll never be
(No chance, you and me)
And don’t it make you sad about it

Cry me a river
(Go on and just)
Cry me a river-er
(Baby go on and just)
Cry me a river
(You can go on and just)
Cry me a river-er, yea yea

Cry me a river
(Baby go on and just)
Cry me a river-er
(Go on and just)
Cry me a river
(Cause I’ve already cried)
Cry me a river-er, yea yea
(Ain’t gonna cry no more, yea-yea)

Cry me a river
Cry me a river, oh
Cry me a river, oh
Cry me a river, oh

Cry me a river, oh
(Cry me, cry me)
Cry me a river, oh
(Cry me, cry me)
Cry me a river, oh
(Cry me, cry me)
Cry me a river, oh
(Cry me, cry me)

Cry me a river, oh
(Cry me, cry me)
Cry me a river, oh
(Cry me, cry me)
Cry me a river
(Cry me, cry me)

-----------------------------------------※Justin Timberlake※