1-24
back to　hk

1-25
DJ哥哥今日要飛去拉斯維加斯啦! 姐姐去送機, 喊到傻.... 好慘
返教會, 見小晴, HAPPY呢

1-26
成日都係屋企

1-27
成日都係屋企

1-28
今日係最後一日假期啦==
返左學校溫書! 又同KiDs講電話^^
夢見到leon, miss佢!

1-29
考phy同埋中文呀!
考完之後去左mcdonald食野呢

1-30
考geo同埋eng

2-2
今日係pan既生日!
見到個個同佢講happy birthday個時佢都笑得好happy!
但係我講個時...佢既神情是怪怪的, 就咁多謝就冇啦, 一d都唔係happy...唔知做乜~~
好掛住佢既眼神同埋笑容呢....
今日考maths同埋hist~~死亡!
放學去左仙跡岩! 之後滐同我一齊行上火車站, 一路行一路傾左好多野!

2-3
今日考既係eco同埋中文!
放學之後又成班人去左沾仔記食!
走個時比條死鹹魚話我同滐暗渡陳倉, 打爆佢個頭, 低能架!
同佑同salem講電話

2-4
考eng同埋中史~~
今朝差d唔知醒, 好彩leon叫salem打比我叫我起身咋^^hoho
放學去左sue 屋企

2-5
今日係lucy生日, 送左個birthday kiss比佢!
考bio同埋eng!
朝早同leon chat左好耐先返學!
仲約埋salem係旺角等一齊返去添!
今日冇學琴唷!

2-6
今日考最後一日!
考chm同埋bbs!
放學去左肯德基, 撞到connie同佢bf呢!

2-7
成日都係屋企!
同偉仔講電話, 結果"吵"

2-8
今朝早同伍太飲茶!
之後返church, 之後我去左奧海城同佢地睇最後武士!
睇個時好好架, 但係我趕住返屋企麻! 佢地班人散左之後仲唔嗲唔掉咁喎!
咁咪發火自己走囉, 後尾佢地追番我! 但係己經搞到not咁happy~~
後尾同偉仔講電話, 由唔開心變番開心^^

2-9
lunch大哥姐
同偉仔講電話....冇online理leon~

2-10
今日要開班會!
and去左自修!
kath同滐散!
10:30之後比人封電腦...
同左leon講我成日同偉仔煲粥!

2-11
去仙跡岩
同滐

2-12
lunch大哥姐開會
放學開聯班會, too bad!
小琳都白痴既! 講野大大聲但係又要冇point~~無奈爆!
會開唔成!
去左自修, connie係到同偉仔傾計搞到我唔敢行埋去...有d呷醋!

2-13
走左第8堂最後10mins同埋第9堂去做消化訪問!
大哥姐開會! librarian bbq!
同肥森傾計, 佢話carol嬲我地班人成日話佢地2個一齊!
and森認佢鐘意carol! i am so scard that, if i had really say sth to make them sad, i will be very sorry!
燒野食個時見到pan, 感覺怪怪的, 有種好目既感覺! 始終好多時會想係火車站撞見佢 返學, 放學! 我唔鐘意而家咁對住佢, 佢d神情態度~ can he大方d呀?
kathleen打電話比我係到喊, 又係因為滐~~tum左佢好耐!
近期成日都同滐一齊, 怪怪地種感覺!
搞到我都喊埋, 始終我最care既係佢, 但係開心既係, 佢有事會搵我! happy

情人節前席! 係學校派朱古力! 冇比呀pan, 見到佢心情亂亂地咁~~
用左好多錢買朱古力比人呢! 湯雞同埋偉仔都有成盒咁!
wai... started to scard that he doesn't want to stay with me as a fd!
對佢我會比較熱情, 但係...唔知呢~~
佢會否好似"必殺技"首歌咁? 佢好似有d start唔想同我一齊... may be i should ask him by a note!

"to 偉
heyhey! 其實你仲會唔會介意好似now咁, 成日都一齊, 又煲粥, 又溫書咁!
我有d覺得其實你有d想唔同我一齊咁! cause leon? 其實...我唔識向你解釋我同佢and同你既關係! 同佢...真係好遠, 遠到我連自己既感覺都未知! 同你, 我only know好想嗲下你咁, 但係...好唔知想點! 我唔想你唔開心, 夾係我同leon之間/係我地之間咁辛苦! that's unfair to u!


2-14
今日係情人節呢^^
同leon msn! hate佢唔認真!

2-15
情人節後一日!
下晝2點先醒, 自己一個!
leon始終都冇online! 好無奈, 唔知佢想點!
有咩咪講囉! 咁算點姐==
你係嬲定係冇反應呀? 成日有咩都淨係識得offline!
同kids講電話! 佢話我知佢琴日同f.2一齊, 送左野比佢!
我都唔知做乜, 即喊and cut線囉!
可能係因為我覺得連kids都唔理我la! 怕個種別人唔理會既心情!
之後... 係到嚎哭!
喊到出晒聲, 隻眼左邊眼袋有d紅點...
salem話想嗲我at night, 我話我都想搵人比我嗲
佢話佢比我嗲, 好happy, feel great! thx佢super much呀!
really like a乖son!
佑仔好得意, 好鐘意佢! 佢話想留係屋企陪我icq!
好開心架! feel佢really好好人, 好得意呀!
偉...同佢傾電話己經成習慣! but始終冇種感覺!
冇舒服左, 冇安全感! fd既feel都冇, 唔知why~~

心情差到爆! 未試過咁喊出聲好耐!
係到打張chair~~
為kids傷多過leon, 但係..唔知點解會咁
唔太知自己係到喊係為左d咩~~
想要獨自一人的生活, 冇晒d會讓你sad既人, 雖然咁會令快樂一起失去!
我都明白why kids同xgf散個時會話佢個心will have no love any more!
cause i wantto be like that too!
好傷心架真係, 好驚kids會離我而去!

2-16
琴日個樣己經好殘, cause真係喊得太勁啦!
then今朝連張sir見到我都話我, 無奈添!!
art堂, salem話我知jade話我同偉一齊緊!
then話係雞傳出黎, 我諗都係個時係自修室撞到之故~~
好無奈囉, now見到佢2個都憎, 好驚見winnie!
小息本來話左上去搵偉仔, but因雞事件我寫左張紙比佢就打算走!
佢比左盒mercuy朱古力同埋內鬆蛋卷我! 好好味呀!!!!!!!
見到zero, 佢請我食糖, 佢話"乖啦! 拎2粒落去食la"
oral堂, 佑仔好得意! 愈黎愈鐘意佢! 好可愛呀真係! 佢d反應! 正正正!
放學去左打波, 好耐冇打過啦! feeling超正! but打到隻手瘀晒!

今日都逼得出自己既笑容! salem都話佢覺得我心情一半半^^好野
leon online la! 佢話今次冇on really唔得閒! last time就真係有d嬲so唔on!
乜都未講完就off啦!


2-17
今日2個小息+lunch+放學都係到打波!
開心到爆ar! 因為打波, 令心情愉快!
打波, 成日見到delete, 好想同佢講野,
but...唉~~無奈!
琴日又未thx佢, 驚佢嬲添~~
打波打得差, 差過琴日! 太耐冇打! 放學打個時好多時都殺波!
好好玩! 練好d呀要!
lunch time, 五樓delete班fd(卓)係到大叫!
delete表現左一個好靚既殺波, feel到佢好happy!


2-18
今日冇做prefect當值!
朝早...去左做大哥姐宣傳,反應唔錯!
and第九堂都走左去做↑
first小息打波, lunch都有打!
(同leaders話我或者唔得閒, so she helps me to find人代whole day)
放學做消化, 冇波打

2-19
leon收到封信!
lunch打波15mins only, 因為prefect要當值!
last day當呢個位la!
放學同delete去左自修, after that落左去買野食!
佢...怪怪的, 冇乜野講, 佢話攰喎!
i don't know 佢係平時都係咁定係唔happy or wt,
just feel bad! wanna know wt happened with him and
佢請我食野佢自己又唔肯食喎...
kids phone!
我控制左自己既情緒同佢傾...
佢講野... 好正經, 大個左咁!
原來...我諗野係好negative架! 呢個...係我從來都唔知到的!
佢話我睇野睇得太重, 唔識得分輕重, 要求成日都要完美!
我心不對心, 自己呃自己, 自己諗乜都唔知...
我思想細路...
我話我知佢有gf喊係因為唔想少左個人錫我
但係佢話我唔係因為咁囉...唔知
佢話我放唔底pan, 話我憎佢, 話我口憎心仲放唔底, 口不對心!
then又話佢吹水only! 我都唔知佢really吹水or really know me
but.. i really care of f.2(諾)...我介意!

2-20
prefect月meeting!
放學打波^^
自己set左個波比自己殺! 好準, 好靚i think!
but殺到sherry流牙血...好驚
sorry呀! i love to play volleyball very much


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當言感覺未發生 不知道你光臨
我大慨還可繼續散心 無奈我的心
不經意著了燈 為得不到的吸引
令我不糾纏亦不忍 當 她手放在你身
才想到我是好友永沒權利去傷感 忘記愛過傷害
施捨最假的愛 也會令我很相信言段感情避不開
忘記如何忍耐 但期待一夜之間醒過來
我和你便以如戀人熱愛

對你太在乎 沒什麼抱負
只想這鮮花不會枯 對你太在乎
沒什麼真心喜惡 只想言心都不...※ kids

2-21
sherry生日!
去左cal頒獎禮! lucy佢地win晒呢! 全場no.1 勁呀!
我start feel好冇成功感, 做乜都死咁既! f.2創意 消化 班會!
f.3 cal 消化 班會 etc! 愈黎愈冇心做野la!
why我咁失敗...比賽輸, 做野做唔到! 讀書死! 思想細個, 處事唔好!
but really happy 我仲有一班好朋友!
完左個頒獎禮! 同christy去左mcdonald, tell about拍拖etc.
but趕時間既關係, so talk左一陣only! then去左公公到, 又去左cut hair!

2-22
朝早9點幾10點醒, eat with mum(難食)→home chat with leon
until 3點幾! happy ge! tv→電腦, film etc. nth→icq with zero, terry!
zero 1st gf wendy佢好好呀! terry..難捉摸! phone with kids, 好happy, 真係好鐘意佢! 我有70% 諾30%咋! they start at 12-24...有個f.3 like佢! 佢and諾既舊歷生日is the same!!! kids同諾過生日, 好浪漫呀! 落尖咀, 搭船, 海旁, night9點先back home! kids好得呀! 70% yeah^^kids好正!
bestest fd forever! leon online, tell him about my love history, 同pan個d! kis talk about聖經with me! 好shy呀! 我要努力都去靈修啦!


2-23
今日d堂過得好慢...history(9th)仲要留我地20-25mins添
lunch, kids落黎搵我with a fd! 我又唔知做乜發顛咁發佢脾4
first見到佢fd己經start失常, 佢話落左黎la now...唔知做乜, 又發佢脾4
我錯左啦又~~
對kids...始終有野頂住個心...how come he get a gf,
仲要咁先tell me~~激死我! hate that girl!
but kids攬佢, 話我憎諾=憎佢! 算吧啦!
始終我仲有70%好快冇架啦...
我都好想kids可以同佢開開心心, 我都唔明自己諗乜,
why會咁唔舒服...其實作為佢既fd, 我應該support佢先岩架, 何況諾都幾可愛呀!
可能又係我自私! 我真係唔捨得...
放學打波, 成日都打得好nor! for example, 打錯位, 波都掂唔到~~
殺錯位etc. and 肥熹and some f.2又走埋入黎, 仲有楊浩恩, 吳柏松個d~~
成班都係到玩野, 好討厭! last, 得番我sherry ec同埋松! 我地of coz冇理松啦! 3個日係到打, 好happy呀! sherry殺到, 我又殺到, ec又好好! 總之好鐘意同ec打波la! hehe^^
最近個心諗既都係kids! 每次見到佢, 個心都會抽一抽:唔明白
4個人又出現番晒啦! 唉~好亂
除人事外, 讀書又唔掂, 課外活動又唔掂...died


2-24
2個小息都打波!
lunch食pizza做大哥姐!
放學做消化!

2-25
lunch大哥姐
放學約左家姐去買kath份生日禮物!
行到腳都斷! 攰死左!
終於買左隻超大既跳跳虎呀! 攬住佢行...比人望~~
你睇下我幾錫你呀林靜汶~~唉

2-26
消化交貨
放學: 消化→大哥姐
lele公仔^^hoho

2-27
lunch大哥姐final
放學...預備bbq既野
攰到傻呀! 我冇乜點食過野
其實做個mc都唔係做得好好
玩遊戲又有d人係到出奸招...無奈
d小朋友玩得ok開心! 但係大個d就個個都唔滿意!
至少我好唔happy囉! 好多野都唔滿意!
不過過左咁耐我都唔記得lu