三月，我在上海，一個人，從和平飯店踱步到外灘，望著燦爛炫目的夜景，感覺無盡的孤寂。

九月，你在上海，住在和平飯店，不願走到外灘，去看我對寂寞的形容。

行前，我捎給你一封mail：「你要出遠門，一定要平平安安的喔！自己身體要照顧好。記得要把我放在心上！等你回來！」。
你簡單的回了幾個字：「Yes I will baby. kiss you.」。

而此刻，我的思緒，遠遠的飛到和平飯店和炫麗卻寂寞的上海外灘。
一整夜，CD重複播放著這首歌，「My All」：

I am thinking of you
In my sleepless solitude tonight
If it’s wrong to love you
Then my heart just won’t let me be right
Cause I’ve drowned in you and I won’t pull through
Without you by my side

I’d give my all to have just one more night with you
I’d risk my life to feel your body next to mine
Cause I can’t go on living in the memory of our song
I’d give my all for your love tonight

Baby can you feel me
Imagining I’m looking in your eyes
I can see you clearly
Vividly emblazoned in my mind
And yet you’re so far like a distant star
I’m wishing on tonight

I’d give my all to have just one more night with you
I’d risk my life to feel your body next to mine
Cause I can’t go on living in the memory of our song
I’d give my all for your love tonight
Give my all for your love tonight


※附圖為上海外灘附近和平飯店夜景。