2004-04-30 12:05:42Devil
What am I?
Once, I have reread your site.
In there, there is one work that you wrote last year.
You said, I am your everything. And you said that you know that sometimes you will make me very angry, but asked me to believe you that you really love me very much.
Today, I have thought about your situation.
You know that your temper is bad and so is your manner. But do you know, my dear, that you put blames on me.
You know that I have been giving in. But do you know, my dear, that when you are upset, you forget that I have been giving in.
You know that I love you very much. But do you know, my dear, that you will talk about another person and compare when you are unhappy.
You know that I talk about ration. But do you know, my dear, that you never want to listen, but when I did something wrong, you talked ration with me too.
Have you noticed that you have been blaming me for things that I cannot control?
Have you noticed that you have been ignoring the help and care that I keep on offering?
No matter you know this conciously or you haven't noticed any of those, I want to tell you something that I want the most from you: my justice and to be cherished.
I am a human being. I am your lover for 1195 days.
I have been taking care of you. I have been sharing my happiness and downfalls with you.
I have been listening to your thoughts and "emotion-garbage". I have been a good listener, also a good care-er.
I have been solving your problems with you. I have been contributing whatever I could.
I have been generous. I have been your sleeping pillow.
I have been swallowing bitterness. I have been understanding.
I even have been your 出氣喵.
What is more important is, WE have been walking through hardships together and have been each other's most-trusted friend.
1195 days of happiness and bitterness. Full of memories and experiences.
You, my love, have you really thought of these?
Love is not something taken for granted or as a media for other things. Love is something that you have to cherish and be satisfied.
My love, have you self-reflect and really want to control your emotions and words? I hope you will. Because that is what lovers do.
In there, there is one work that you wrote last year.
You said, I am your everything. And you said that you know that sometimes you will make me very angry, but asked me to believe you that you really love me very much.
Today, I have thought about your situation.
You know that your temper is bad and so is your manner. But do you know, my dear, that you put blames on me.
You know that I have been giving in. But do you know, my dear, that when you are upset, you forget that I have been giving in.
You know that I love you very much. But do you know, my dear, that you will talk about another person and compare when you are unhappy.
You know that I talk about ration. But do you know, my dear, that you never want to listen, but when I did something wrong, you talked ration with me too.
Have you noticed that you have been blaming me for things that I cannot control?
Have you noticed that you have been ignoring the help and care that I keep on offering?
No matter you know this conciously or you haven't noticed any of those, I want to tell you something that I want the most from you: my justice and to be cherished.
I am a human being. I am your lover for 1195 days.
I have been taking care of you. I have been sharing my happiness and downfalls with you.
I have been listening to your thoughts and "emotion-garbage". I have been a good listener, also a good care-er.
I have been solving your problems with you. I have been contributing whatever I could.
I have been generous. I have been your sleeping pillow.
I have been swallowing bitterness. I have been understanding.
I even have been your 出氣喵.
What is more important is, WE have been walking through hardships together and have been each other's most-trusted friend.
1195 days of happiness and bitterness. Full of memories and experiences.
You, my love, have you really thought of these?
Love is not something taken for granted or as a media for other things. Love is something that you have to cherish and be satisfied.
My love, have you self-reflect and really want to control your emotions and words? I hope you will. Because that is what lovers do.
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