What do you think about a loney christmas? Seat alone the harbour and glancing at the sea and doing nothing but sucking the soda can? Just spend the time no your own in your room, and drink some beer?It may be a very good way to spend your time in the loney christmas, but not me.

Last christmas, i many of my friends date me out,specially in the christmas eve, but i refuse all of them. Cos i promise myself not to go out but study on my own. The story began.

7pm:

I start to think about my life, my christmas, what does it mean to me? Christmas was not the actual day of birth of Jesus but the celebration of one of the Romans' god, When all of the Roman believe in chris, they start to change the christmas into the day of birth of Jesus.

8pm:

I start to start my fellowship to my god, as he saved my life last year.

9pm

I start to study...

12pm sleep...

thats my loney christmas.however, it was full of joy and silence, it was my dream.

I start to think about another girl, rather than you.
i start to love another girl, rather than you