if you are there

please hear me say

thank you

once again more

thank you

last time no more

for

growing up with me

in love with me

abandoning me

given up on me

shattering me

many years

i choose to remain in the darkest dark

not to be reminded any trace of you

i refused sun shining over me

not even the slightest

let there be no light in my eyes

no flash back of the color in your eyes

i choose to stay

stay in the darkest dark

alone for many years

TODAY

I

DECLARE MY FREEDOM

TODAY

IS

MY INDEPENDENCE DAY

FINALLY

I AM FREE

I CAN FINALLY OPEN MY EYES UNDER THE SUN

FEELING FREE

FREE AT LAST

FREE FROM SADNESS

FREE FORM SORROW

FREE FROM REGRET

FREE FROM PAST

FREE FROM YOU

FREE

FREE FROM THE PAIN

THE PAIN YOU’VE INFLICTED ON ME