2015-08-16 09:44:43鬿琰
Now, it's time to be strong
recently, i'm thinking about breaking up with my boyfriend
though i haven't talked to him yet, i felt the empty hole in my heart getting bigger and bigger day after day.
i know that i have to break up with him, becasue the feeling between us isn't thae same anymore. Also, we have too opposite point of views.
For example, I want to go travel around the world and I actually quite enjoy to do it by myself sometimes; however, he doesn't think as the same as mine. He want me to stay, even though he will stay in Japan for a year. He also want me to stay in Taiwan while he's in the army.
It's true that everyone can have thier own opinions and choices, so I didn't stop him to exchange abroad and even encourage him to go abroad because i believe he deserves what he really wants.
But I think it would be hard for me if my boyfriend can't accept the idea that I will go travel around the world while he study in Japan, which is kind of deprive my freedom.
I know that's not what he really meant and he didn't even force me to saty. However, everytime that I discuss it to him, he always felt bad and sad which beomes kind of forcement in some way since how could i insist to leave my love while he expressed himself that he doesn't want me to go and he's so sad.
As a result, dear, i think it's time to say goodbye.
Maybe we just aren't the right perosn to each other.
I know you might think that why should i be so cruel and heartless to say goodbye just becasue travel. However, that's part of my life, or you can say, that's part of me.
Life is too short to waste, and I really want to do what I really want to do.
And the fact is that you still need to saty in Japan for one year and finish your univerasity for one year and then go to army for almost another one year.
you always want me to wait till you finish everything, so we can go travel together.
However, dear darling, it's not that i don't trust you; what I'm not trusting is the fate.
you can never tell that what's going to happen in the future, not to mention three years later. I'm not saying that you're not going to do what you promise to travel around with me, i'm just saying that what if something happen three years later that you really can't go with me, then what about my waiting?
you know it best that i don't even want to work in Taiwan, you know that I want to move to abroad and you know me so well but you still want me to saty in Taiwan three years.
As a result, it's sad, but it's really the time to say goodbye.
Farewell, my love.
No matter what you think about me, I'm still glad that you have been in a part of my life and I'm glad that I meet you :))))
Hope you find your own Miss.Right one day.
Goodbye my love and my youth.
You're always be some of important part in my mind.
Wish you best luck and from now on, I have to be strong and tried to quit the habbit to text you and rely on you. It's hard, but I will try my best.
Cuz, i have no right to depend on you anymore.
love, cry, sad, and i will come over everything
so, keep going :)))
Tomorrow will be a differnt day :))))
though i haven't talked to him yet, i felt the empty hole in my heart getting bigger and bigger day after day.
i know that i have to break up with him, becasue the feeling between us isn't thae same anymore. Also, we have too opposite point of views.
For example, I want to go travel around the world and I actually quite enjoy to do it by myself sometimes; however, he doesn't think as the same as mine. He want me to stay, even though he will stay in Japan for a year. He also want me to stay in Taiwan while he's in the army.
It's true that everyone can have thier own opinions and choices, so I didn't stop him to exchange abroad and even encourage him to go abroad because i believe he deserves what he really wants.
But I think it would be hard for me if my boyfriend can't accept the idea that I will go travel around the world while he study in Japan, which is kind of deprive my freedom.
I know that's not what he really meant and he didn't even force me to saty. However, everytime that I discuss it to him, he always felt bad and sad which beomes kind of forcement in some way since how could i insist to leave my love while he expressed himself that he doesn't want me to go and he's so sad.
As a result, dear, i think it's time to say goodbye.
Maybe we just aren't the right perosn to each other.
I know you might think that why should i be so cruel and heartless to say goodbye just becasue travel. However, that's part of my life, or you can say, that's part of me.
Life is too short to waste, and I really want to do what I really want to do.
And the fact is that you still need to saty in Japan for one year and finish your univerasity for one year and then go to army for almost another one year.
you always want me to wait till you finish everything, so we can go travel together.
However, dear darling, it's not that i don't trust you; what I'm not trusting is the fate.
you can never tell that what's going to happen in the future, not to mention three years later. I'm not saying that you're not going to do what you promise to travel around with me, i'm just saying that what if something happen three years later that you really can't go with me, then what about my waiting?
you know it best that i don't even want to work in Taiwan, you know that I want to move to abroad and you know me so well but you still want me to saty in Taiwan three years.
As a result, it's sad, but it's really the time to say goodbye.
Farewell, my love.
No matter what you think about me, I'm still glad that you have been in a part of my life and I'm glad that I meet you :))))
Hope you find your own Miss.Right one day.
Goodbye my love and my youth.
You're always be some of important part in my mind.
Wish you best luck and from now on, I have to be strong and tried to quit the habbit to text you and rely on you. It's hard, but I will try my best.
Cuz, i have no right to depend on you anymore.
love, cry, sad, and i will come over everything
so, keep going :)))
Tomorrow will be a differnt day :))))