作者   (　只有一個，我。　)                                 站內  p-
 標題  家人，也不再是家人
 時間  2008/08/12 Tue 22:55:31
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
大家都愛指使我去做這做那
我連大便的時間都沒有
昨晚坐在馬桶上，坐了整整１個小時，還大不出來
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
我開了口
告訴哥哥嫂嫂我不想一個人面對爸爸在醫院一直回不了家，的沉重和壓力
他們，給我的回應，讓我傷透了心
哥哥還發脾氣的教訓我
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
從今天開始
我連家人，都沒有了
家人，不再是家人
我的家，已經不是我的家
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
就這樣活著吧
哪天，爸爸又病重了，媽媽更老了
起碼還有個我在
雖然爸媽還是指望著兒子，才是他們終老的歸處
但，沒關係
我會跟隨在爸媽還存在這世界的日子裡
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
我會想盡辦法讓爸爸可以好起來，走著出醫院，我會盡我所能
我會自己，帶著爸爸出院，回高雄的家
我知道我一定會辦到！