作者  (　只有一個，我。　)                                 站內  p-
 標題  孩子般的爸爸
 時間  2008/07/31 Thu 01:04:12
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
看護阿姨跟我說
她沒照顧過這麼像孩子般的老人
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
昨晚，爸爸又是整晚不睡
不斷的叫著我的小名
看護是外籍人士，聽不出爸爸在叫什麼
晚上，我在病房門口遇上主治醫師剛巡房完要出來
就小談了幾句
看護阿姨就對爸爸說．．．”你女兒今天又來看你囉”
爸爸又叫了我的小名
等我走進病房，看護阿姨才知道昨晚爸爸叫了整晚的．．．是在叫我
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
我又和看護把爸爸弄下床．．．坐輪椅上
我推著爸爸走走看看
爸爸一直說．．．”妳怎麼現在才來，我叫妳都叫到聲音沙啞了啦”
我不斷的對爸爸說．．．”爸，你不要怕，我不會丟下你的，你一定要相信我，
　　　　　　　　　　　　等你好起來，我一定會帶你一起，我們一起回高雄！”
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
媽媽回高雄去了，星期五一早才會再到台北榮總回診
一直叮嚀哥哥要記得叫媽媽吃抗生素
剛才１２點半媽媽又該吃藥了，我還是不放心的再打電話回家，問媽媽吃藥了沒？
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
工作又開始趕趕趕
每當我覺得要做完時．．．就又請假了
然後，就陷入一種什麼都很趕．．頭快炸開了的感覺
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
這樣的日子，還要多久？？
我想帶著恢復健康後的爸爸，趕快回高雄