作者   (　只有一個，我。　)                                 站內  p-
 標題  ２０天了
 時間  2008/07/10 Thu 00:33:46
                                                                               
                                                                               
爸爸，在加護病房，２０天了
哪時才可以轉到普通病房？　每問一次，就每每是不知何時的答案
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
被強迫穿著隔離衣．戴上手套和口罩，我才可以靠近爸爸
隔著手套，我才可以摸摸爸爸的手．腳和臉
每天，我都會很有力的握握爸爸的手，
告訴爸爸．．．”爸，我來看你了，我在你身邊，你要繼續加油，不要放棄！”
每天，我都會幫爸爸按摩一下他那躺太久．．越來越沒力的雙腳
我都沒有哭，戴上口罩的我，都用很有信心的雙眼和爸爸對看
我不能哭，我知道我一哭，爸爸一定也會傷心
爸，你要記得練習呼吸，好不好？　可以自己呼吸了，才會有轉出加護病房的一天
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
我很努力的在維持著正常作習的每一天
繼續著．．．每天戴上很多個不同階段面具的每一天
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
一個人面對這些，很累．很痛．很苦
但，我必須接受．也必須習慣和適應
未來，我會一直都是一個人面對著這些。
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
今天晚上，我一個人，坐在劍潭捷運站的月台椅子上
發呆了２０分鐘，才又繼續去做接下來要做的事