Since my bedroom is not circulated by air , I'm more likely to get sleepy in it whatever
I'm doing.

Although I uasully study at shool or library, it's still a trouble that I have to pray in my
bedroom every morning,

for my parents don't allow me to go to church during these days because they want me to
focus on my examination subject.

I'm confused with this idea , which represents I need to sacrifice my body and also my
spiritual resdcue to make good triumgh on the exam.

At first ,I was really angry at it  , but then I realized something ...

"If I keep having this thought and not forgiving them , I would just be another person
scratched by the evil."

What God teached me is to love everyone and have the same innermost with him.

No love , no truth . I would become crooked if I keep going into the hatred.


Back to the content, not albe to concentrate while praying , I went to the bed and lost
my time this morning.

This makes me much frustrated .

But I'll not overcome by it , I think I can find a appropriate place for praying now and
just keep my promise.

Fighting!