(eventually, it’s all for that flower, isn’t it?
PICTURE: orchid at longwood garden, 1/3/2006)


company M called, asking me to
take their pencil test after holidays.

beautiful, but feeling confused
again...
gosh, what the hell am i doing that
each of the jobs i am applying are
very different, and very
irrelavant to my educational background.

i am like a boat floating on the ocean,
following the wave and heading nowhere,

yet full of horsepower.

i watched apprentice today and
saw a candidate fired cuz most of the executives
couldn’t tell his direction over his highly
educated background...wharton mba> chicago law>>
and over his frequent job trasitions.

will i be the next one? i am wondering...

okok my new year resolution in 2006:
focus focus and focus on my job no matter
what and where the postion will be.

and yes God will lead me a way.