I Never have this bitter feeling before though i was in Holap. now I can not express how lonely i am , how much disappointment i get, how much upset and frustration i hv at this moment.

Am i really an invisible girl??? am i an inferior one which called the other or the rest ??? am i incapable that i can not get what i want even though i hv tried my best??

I dont know but i dont dare to tell anyone i am unhapi. Because i can not tell them the reason.

Not Jealous, Not angry but Disappointed, frustrated. they can not understand wt i am thinking...............Just now i want a pair of ears... and a Shoulder................ i wanna cry

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Bitter

If you were to squeeze me and wash
Squeeze me and wash
Squeeze and wash me
And I foam
again and again
Like bitter leaf
you could be squeeze
the bitter fo me

IFI AMADIUME