I had tried... I had really tried so hard... So what? No one will know it... never and ever... I am tired now... I don't have any energy, confident, or even hope to try again... I am tired of trying...

I tried my best all the time, what I received is "NEED IMPROVEMENT!!!" It is just so GREAT!!! I love it, this is what I deserved... OK, now I know... Even if I had put all of my effort in something, what I get is only this...

Isn't that I have to die, people will then understand I had tried so hard???

I hate myself, I hate Economics, I hate Professor Colderley, I hate the world... and even I hate my life!!!

I'm tired... so tired... I really want to rest in peace...