2004-03-23 02:20:27瘦胖子

The Third Day

It's been 3 days since that incident happened, and my feeling has gotten worse and worse. I've been feeling really scared to go to work, because eventually I will see him again. I don't know when will Flynn take any revenge on me nor do anything to hurt me more. I am so afraid that I will lose my job or get into trouble becuase of him. I am also feeling really insecure to go to work because I don't know who I can trust anymore. The working environment is full of men, and I don't think I can trust them, because of Flynn. He's not only a man, but also a supervisor. He supposed to be the one I should go to when sexual harrasment happen to me but not the one who does it. I don't know who I can trust anymore. Maybe somebody will do the same thing to me when they hear about it. Maybe they're all going to laugh at me. One more thing I am afraid of is we all are law enforcement officers, and we are all carrying guns. So it might me dangerous if I turn him to EEO. I am just a small person who want to live. God, please help me. I really want to get over with it.