我做出了決定
現在需要的
是勇氣

we cant be lovers
but cant be friends either

we cant be lovers
because i cant share
i can pretend i dont see
but now obviously u want me to see
and to accept it
and...i cant
i just cant say, hey, its ok, lets be lovers everything is cool with me

we cant be friends
becasue i still care about you
i cant watch you being with another girl in front of me
i showed up at your bday party seeing you with another girl was the birthday gift i gave you-it was an effort
i am attracted to you
its hard for me to keep this distance

im not you, who can switch mode from lover to friend like that
i think i need some time
to let go of the affections, and truly to be a friend
but before then, we should stop seeing other in any kinds of forms

lets not be lovers or friends
i know u will let me go
so now im letting myself go

when im ready, and if u would still like me to be your friend
we will come across again
with genuine friendship