最近跟N很有默契
很想念他的時候
他就會出現

星期二晚上的電話
星期三下午的簡訊
還有星期五傍晚how's claire bear today的簡訊

或許是碰巧吧
畢竟我是24-7都在想他
他任何時間出現
都會讓我欣喜

不過
我寧願相信那是互相的想念
(雙魚座的自做多情 阿傻來著)

但是
你可感受到我的不安與難受?

Im ok.
Im just ok.
With
the uncertainty of the job hunting,
the uncertainty of my future and my next destination,
plus the uncertainty of you,
I couldnt find any adjective to describe my state of mind
but "ok".

Im actually barely ok
with
the frustration of my job search,
the seemed hopelessness of my career path, my future,
the extreme instability of you and me,
the curel facts presented intentionally or unintentionally.

But
disregarding any unpleasantness,
thinking of the fact that you are still around,
I guess
I am

..ok.