Am I spoiled?
I dont think so
Im not the only child in my family

But.
When I want sth, I feel that I "have to" have it

I wanna see "Clean" so bad
I went back home and checked online
realized that its not in any theater now
I was so so so upset
extremely upset and mad

I guess thats also why I have a hard time letting a relationship go
I wanna have it if I want it
I cant stand that I cant have sth/ or sb that I want

Im sick, Im so sick