These days when I went out
I knew I was trying to look for him
Its like the time when I always went to APT after what happened bt me and Z

I still had fun, a lot of fun actually
But deep inside my heart, I was very disappointed
Cuz he wasnt in those places that he used to be

The more I realized how much I like N
The more I realized how much he disliked me

Can somebody teach me how to let go?
I dont have the ability to let go
I am the stupidest person in the world

I need someone to erase the memories in my head for me
I cant keep going with those memories in my head