Havent heard anything from Nathan this weekend
Feel a bit down, but not too depressed, nor panic

Its a weird feeling....
I am disappointed that he didnt give me a call or text me
yet I am a bit released that I didnt hear from him cuz at least Im "calm
All the affections were centered on him when I saw him
And that was sometimes exhausting
我一方面很失望　　一方面又有點慶幸 這是怎樣

But even so, I still cant stop thinking of him
wondering what he is doing, if he is thinking of me, if he is having fun with some asain hot chicks

I dont wanna call him or text him
Cuz i dont wanna be annoying
If he is thinking of me, he would do sth
He is definitely not the passive type

真的不想打給我　　　
就在也不要打給我吧　　
不然　　下次　　
又要從新算起　　　
很累　　

Give me some time to the " I cant take that responsibility" theory, meaning "I dont want you to be my girlfriend".

Just dont call me
Just disappear in my life
I'll be fine, I'll be fine, I'll be fine......

不過　　沒有了nathan
誰會帶我去clubbing
誰會跟我講英文　　
誰會帶我去有的沒的地方吃東西　

那我到底是又為了什麼跟他在一起　
confused...