2004-11-07 14:21:02..

I cant see u anymore

Everything was perfect
Everything was just prefect be4 I met you tonite

I was so happy at home chatting with Irene
I though my life is changing
and i can finally get rid of you

But why, tell me why
why can you always ruin my mood

I always feel u r so far away
even though u r sitting next to me

I can feel hurt by any stupid details
so maybe its my own problem
I was trying so hard to find out any traits that u like me
I was trying so hard to pretend things r cool with me
I have been torturing myself

Its ok, Kurt said we can hang out next weekend
I dont care what will really happen next weekend
but i know, the time i saw his text
was the only time I truly smiled tonite