today i got up at 1pm
then spent whole day busy doing my homework
ok may be less than that, but i am exhausted

i felt awkward unencouraging disatisfied unhappy upset annoyed
i just dun want to go back to school
i dunno what exactly makes so but i just have the strong feelin
i dun want to be hard and i dun want to leave dad n mum
i also want to be free hving fun wid my fds,watch movies, go to karaoke, enjoy sum eatings, or just wandering around
anything, doing anything is better than being back to school

suffered from insomnia these days just becos new term is to begin
i dun want to c those teachers bendin their faces talkin mumbling repeatin scoldin complainin being ironic, super awful
i dun want to waste my time on homework,doing those rigid boring stupid formulas, thinkin hard through the nonsense so-called difficults just for earning higher scores
i dun want to climb up 5 stairs at least 4 times per day, and copin with our disgustin daily life for
i dun want to hv the saulty oilly unfresh dishes, and before that we usually need to queue a long long line
i dun want to rash back to dorm just take a bath, and st in winter without hot enough water, whats worse, the floor hv enough dust to slip u off
i dun want to c someone that i dislike or even smile and talk to them or hear sum disatisfying words droppin around

well i just dun want to be back there

but i always comfort myself,just one more year left to bear
and more, not only me r bearing, r aching, r tacklin
almost all of us r dkrs,u r not a bit easier than me
and only if we studied hard then we can achieve those we discuss dream construct almost every time we went out

ok, tell myself, one more year to bear