2006-07-16 00:05:44Christinah

kei...how can I control my tears...?

Today I practised the piano for two times.

Two times,Four hours,but I always could not pay my attention to it and always imagine something...I remember many things in the past, my heart became worry,upset,nervous and sad.

Kei,I dreamed you two times recently.

Two times,one is last night,the other is today’s noon.

But both times,I can’t see your face,but I know that is you.

Last night’s dream,you came to my home,back to me,but you turned back your face to me and looked at me sadly...that kind of sadness...I will nerver forget...but in the dream I didn’t brave enough to run out with you...how can I do this to make you so disappointed?!Sorry...when I woke,I found I cried.

This noon’s dream,I can feel you smile to me,you caught my hand in tender and I also smiled to you.I didn’t want to wake up,it was a happy and beautiful dream,wasn’t it?I also wanted to cried.The distance between you and me,not only two countries but also what sence we are.

You always make me cry,do you know?

Keita,how can I control my tears?

So deep I love you,I swear that I believe you forever,please,don’t let me cry.
o0靜の戀0o 2006-07-16 15:03:44

......其實看得不是很懂..........

喜歡一個人......就是這樣.......不顧一切........