I am now in the Hong Kong airport
one of the Vip Lounge
waiting for my flight to New York

Leaving on the airplane

I am a little annoyed by the news I just heard about
one of my classmates is going to get married

I know what my problem is
I can’t happy for other people
never feel grateful, never feel content

but
IS IT NECESSARY FOR HER TO TELL ME HER HAPPINESS NOW?
Did I pretend to be a good person too successfully?

btw, the food here is a lot much better