i was drunk last night

i tried to force myself to vomit as it suffered when in a extremely full with such lots of food and beer

it felt shit when you see the colorful vomit in the toliet
acid and some pain in chest but feel better with my headache

i went to bed 5 mins later since i was dizzy
it felt well to sleep in that atmosphere

3 hours later, the ring woke me up
it’s from my wife, Olivia, my dear and my girl
she wants me keep going since she still had to busy with Fion’s stuff
Fion is my daughter, 1 year and 2 monthes

i am a social drinker but not a sot as i hate the favor of any kind of wine but except champagne
easy flushed reaction even a can of beer on me
comes to pale when digesting system is on then been dizzy

a proper dizzy is very very comfortable you know
just like relax in flying
i though that may be the reason if i’d really like to be tipsy
but mostly, i drink due to the situation as customers or friends come
but they are not mine
so sometimes i left earlier when i was drunk

women don’t like men to drink
i can understand it, but it’s a method to relax oneself
men are always in pressure, i mean responsible men
and i thought i am