hi~ girl~u did the stupid thing again! when u had finished talking to him with skype, suddenly u awore actually u didnt like him. u fell in love with yourself again just as usual!! when u wanna fall in love with sb, u shouldnt  use internet to connect ur sb. cuz it's easy to get wrong with ur feeling. u know u always image too much detail in this relationship even u dont really start. im gald u mailed ur postcard during this time. u said it correctly: the life will find good way which is suitable u. so dont have to hurry, just follow ur feeling and find it out right!! comforting (摸頭)