ha! i've decided i'll give up u even if i'm in a nut country. i still cant go ahead to do sth i would really like to do ! i cant!! the another reason is that i dont want i'll see a lonely me during NY trip just like Lido told me that situation! i wanna enjoy my last 7 days in us. dont ruin my life!! so, goodbye, my liker~ i'll not forget u although u'r a fake person i imaged in my dream and i even dont know who u r. but, whatever!! now, eveything is not important for me anymore...i'll enjoy my life hardly more more more!!! see u , my boy~