it's so depressed to know some fact that u actually dont want to know! but i still figure out this.so sad......................in the another hand, maybe i really dont like him! i just enjoy my imagination that just have a lover and can hang out together or make out...yes! so long i dont really have a true relationship with others.so, mom always asks, "do u meet some guys that handsome or talented? or u can just get married in foreign country! it would be fine!"...oh~no~by the way, they must require me dont get fat!! keep warm....@#$%^%&, there're also the frightening facts i need to face and solve when i come "that" home.....

some detail i can figure out it's not me! cuz, when Tom said he likes asia girl, he didn't see me. so, it must be that girl who's in his photo. that's the true fact i cant accept it!!
otherwise, i'm still looking for sb in this school, my classmate? friends from my activities, and friends from TW just met in SF! WHATEVER! 

ps. demn it! actually, i had a great time recently! i attended many activities and met greatly interesting TW friends! why do u ruin my dream?