tonight, i hung out with sona's friends. talking Koran by themselves made me lonely, i realized how alone i am..and, every girls comes from different conutries just wonder to find a mate here. thay have a dream which has a foreigner boyfriend. so do i!! but i suddently hate my life here. i haven't enjoy my life. i refuse to join others instead make me alone, travele by myself with my feet, decide where i should go to play, and prtend i have a great time. NO!! i don't have! is it my? why i can enjoy by myself in TP, but i can't here...don't force on that one. don't see anymore. don't search any information about EM. if u want, u just go ahead to tell him what u r thinking about and decide the next step where i should go. girl, i hope u happy...