2002.11.20
some times i'm really wondering that i reall have the abelity can drew...

the place i said be4 "elephand & castle" which's a really nice place, the building has a high celling & only few tables, i allways go there & older chinken fingers with coffee or dite coke, the price is nice. u can see a lot of stree scenes through their big windows, be4 i 'd break with angie, i tought that we can go there join this mood, but that's only a illusion now~

i didn't feel sad, i think everything u can prepare 4 that, but u couldn't force it to be truth, like i'm allways prepare 4 my little coffee shop and publish my own book, but some stupid issues allways cut off my own road; things like discouraging, doubted my self, friends flip flop on my ideas... those stupid issues r really make me wondering my drewing skill.

but, alought such stupid things are bothering me now, i sill treat art work
is my best friend.
.......................................such mass stupid messages!!


by the way, the picture was created 4 my vision's cover