I wake up missing you every morning,

It's my ritual of mourning.

Throughout the day, I do things to take my mind off my sadness,

It works for a bit then it turns into unshakable loneliness.

When night falls, I find myself still thinking and missing you,

My sadness has just grew.

We'd talked about not knowing what life will take us,

We'd talked about we were just a ride on the wheel.

But we'd never talked about how death will shake us,

Now I know how it feels.

I didn't say goodbye to you at your funeral,

I didn't realize I'll never see you again.

I finally realized I'm awful,

And I cannot make amend.

Remembering all those times we had should take away my tears,

but instead it plunged my heart like a spear.

I tried to hold on to the love you gave me,

Hope it'll bring me comfort,

I tried to hold on to the things that made us glee,

Hope they'll take away the hurts.

I missed you so much my dearest,

What am I going to do?

It's so difficult to go on without you, my dearest,

What am I going to do?