I ought to push myself to learn more to read more to try more.
Have not enough gut is my weakness, I know it.
But I still need to admit that change is always not an easy thing.
Wanna to escape all of these behind somebody’s back, I think in this way when I feel tired.
But, just like the book said: Things always go different from our expectation.
God won’t give you a hand from your misery and he seldom hear your voice since he is busy to build the so-called "heaven" to offer the happy garden for reimbursing people’s devotion. Maybe this is more real than naive illusion.
Human beings are longly and selfish. This is the truth.